wake up chat

i'm very grateful to God for giving me such great friends, especially a friend whose initials is GP. yesterday i chatted with her on MSN and spilled some of my problems and worries, and she made me feel better inside. she proved to me that my previous post isn't entirely correct.

she made me realize that it doesnt matter, if we're not on top of our game, what matters is the effort we make, the endeavour climbing the ladder. she said that everyone is number one to oneself, and that we have to stop dreaming of being someone else and try to step into their world; we have to create our own world and try to live our own life to the fullest. at that moment, i realize how fortunate i am, being able to live a good and moderately wealthy life, and that i am not as little as i thought i was. there is nothing wrong with number two, or number three, or number four, we don't have to always be number 1, but we have to put on our best effort and we'll succeed somehow. there are still people that are less fortunate than i am, and I have to be thankful of what i've been given. it would surely be a sin to always grumble and moan about how unlucky i am and how meaningless i am whereas that is utterly untrue. God expects much from me, that's why He created me. I have to reciprocate for His blessings by leading a beneficial life for myself as well as others. this blog is actually a symbol of gratitude for my friend who had given me a wake-up chat. and also dedicated to you out there who are as lost as i am.